(Too long for pulse). "All Too Well" by Taylor Swift has always hit me way too close to home and made me cry every time I hear it, but I just came across a recording of it done in an empty arena (most likely during rehearsal/sound check) and it was so haunting I couldn't breathe.

I have a dire need to type in here but I don't trust myself to just yet. So I'll only make mark of something I'm grateful for:

Last night Yancy looked up a random anime movie on Netflix that neither of us has ever heard of and watched it with me. For ONCE there was no speeches, no judgement, no I-told-you-so or I-know-better advice,

just companionship and a way out of my head.

And I really, really needed that.