| | My last post came out pretty dang long =P In fact Kathy even made a point to scold me about it xD
I don't think this one will be that long but I'm sure I'll still have some long ones later on =P What can I say? I like to type.
So the past two nights have been very interesting. The night before last I was caught by surprise when VERONICA signed onto AIM. (Seriously, when was the last time YOU caught her online?) We got to talking and she explained she's been keeping up with all of us through our Xanga posts (ah Xanga, keeping friends close through the years *tear tear*) and she wanted to tell me that she was proud of me. I kinda did a double take with that since, pfft, what have I done lately other than sit on my bum and waste my brain cells away through the TV?
Turns out she was talking about me and Him. She was proud of me for breaking up and getting out before things got too damaging. She went on to say that whenever she sees him around campus (they both go to Valencia) she purposely goes out of her way to ignore him. Am I the only one who got a guilty pleasure out of that?
"i see him in school now and go out of my way to ignore him because i can't stand the way he speaks...like i didn't even know you. it annoys the hell out of me. it's like wtf dude you do realize she was one of my best friends right!?"
I wasn't following so I asked her to elaborate.
"it's like nothing ever happened. and i can't stand that. it's like.... seriously? i don't think he realized how badly he hurt you. and if he did he's just an ass for how he went about it."
>< Douche. (And then I surprised myself since that's the first time I've insulted him. Even if it was only in thought.)
She went on saying that He's just a prick and me -- being me -- had to defend him by saying he wasn't always like that. Which is true, he used to be very sweet to me. That's what blows the most, the fact that he changed and not for the better.
Then she asked the big question:
"can i ask you something? if you had the chance or the opportunity arose
would you take him back? and try AGAIN?
Before I knew it I was already typing. It surprised me how sure I was of an answer that I didn't even have to think about it.
I said, "-_- I would WANT to, but no. there's nothing more i can do for him or give him, so it's clear that he doesn't want me or isn't willing to work at anything."
"see that's why i'm proud of you! yea you're broken hearted which is totally understandable but uv really grown since the last time"
I'm sure I've written it in here somewhere at some point but Veronica's opinion means a lot to me (she's one cool chixor) so the conversation actually made me feel better in the long run ^_^ Hahha especially when Veronica said this:
"his loss! he lost a manga character"
xDDDD I had forgotten she used to call me that!! ^___^ Woot woot!
So, yea, overall I felt a little stronger that night ^_^ I may still have a ways to go as far as letting him go but she made me see that I HAVE made progress =) Thanks Great V!!
Then last night I went to the movies with Jaunae and Derrick and had a great time only to have my annoying thoughts overwhelm me again when I was SUPPOSED to go to sleep. I sent a tweet out from my phone and Marco, who was apparently awake, caught it and texted me his concern. From there he sent a series of texts that did manage to cheer me up although they left me curious as to why the phrase goes "A guy would give his left nut to [fill in the blank]" -- I mean, why always the left? What's so special about the left?
ANYWAY. I just wanted to thank you guys for all your support and kind words. OH and thank you so much Nancy for complementing me -^^- That was really sweet of you. [[She looked at the photos I have on here that I forgot I had and called me beautiful]] And don't worry my hair gets crazy-frizzy too so you're not alone xD <3 It was just randomly shiny that day =P
So I guess this isn't a real post, just a Tribute/Thanks entry really ^^;; But, hey, look on the bright side: At least it's short! =D
And for any/all of you who just made a "Like you!!" type of crack at that -- SHUSH!! xDD
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